Oh. Oh, no.
So much time has gone by.
So much time has been wasted...
...
No.
No, no, no.
No no.
This can't be it. This CANNOT be everything.
I am NOT satisfied with the corner I've been hiding in.
I...
A long time ago (but maybe not as long as I'm afraid it was), I created.
I created with my own voice, and with my own hands. I recorded. I edited. I wrote. I produced.
And the work was good. It was fulfilling, and beautiful, and funny, and it widened my soul. It made me feel excited, inspired, motivated, open, communicative, confident, and kind.
The momentum died. I withered. I sat, still as a stone, for... years.
I'm no longer willing to stay here. I will NOT stay here.
The work will have suffered in my absence. There will be things to learn, ways to return to my old space of productive thinking, skills to resharpen, and connections, long dormant, to rekindle.
But now is the time.
My name is Ness. My voiceover and online production alias is Vanwood.
If you're feeling as lonely as I am, and if you want to create as I do, reach out. Let's not be alone any more.
