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I have no less than seven unfinished fanfictions in my cell phone’s notes.

I have a few half-baked zine ideas.

I am working on no less than five art pieces. Also unfinished.

Those are not even counting all the things in my head that lack physical fruition.

I have shelves of books I have not read, and a wishlist I want to have.

Don’t even look at all the tabs I have open on my phone and computer.

Did I mention my sewing projects? The cosplay I’ve half-finished?

I just have this track record of not finishing things. I really do. It’s a problem. I’m too flakey and hedonistic.

But hey, it’s what I have to work with. And I do finish some things, just not usually. I try to be gentle on myself, because I know being mean to myself about it will not finish all the unfinished things around me.

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Tfw there's a nice image but it has a dumb caption, and you don't want to be that jerk who removes captions, so you just gotta keep scrolling...

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Today I attended a presentation about particle physics and neutrino studies with my city's astronomy society, and I was so impressed and awed at one point during the speaker's presentation that I teared up. And I was really surprised, because I so did not see that coming. Apparently particle physics is emotional for me idk...

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i have so many questions and no one to ask

the pains of self-teaching

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me, cutting my hair: Ok now. It’s time to try something new. Don’t just give yourself the same haircut you always give yourself.

me, giving the same haircut: ...perfect

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me, on the texas interstate: Let's take the frottage road. my innocent passenger: What? me: FRONTAGE. I said frontage.

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Me when I first joined x fandom: "I'm really interested in reading something serious and canonical." Me now: "Oh look, a farming au!"

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Work conversations

Manager: So what are your plans for after work today? Me: -thinking- I don't want to mention Dungeons & Dragons stuff, so I'm gonna avoid bringing that up and instead only mention my less nerdy hobbies. Me: I'm just going to go home and draw and do math problems, probably at the same time, since I like to alternate between the two at my desk. Manager: ...You like math? Me: -thinking- Do I even have hobbies that are not nerdy?