yesterday had a talk with one of my best friends and after a couple glasses of wine i pulled together enough courage to tell him that i have a sexual kind of crush on someone and i was blushing and all over the place with embarrassment and he on the other hand was completely baffled and asked since when is it not normal for me. so i reminded him that i have told him multiple times that i'm asexual to which his response was “yeah, but i never believed that.”
and i. i'm just tired.













