#ven's posts

[thesmolandangryfriend]

I like that maul gets aggressively more british as he gets older, by the time he sees kenobi on tatooine he might as well be going "bo'ol o' wo'a innit"

[xxvenombunnyxx]

I hate that i cant say "i love my country", because people will immediately assume i mean it in a "second amendment, maga, fake country music, racism" way and not in the way i mean.

I love my memory of being 10, laughing in the backseat of my dad's pickup truck with my best friend, sitting on towels so our legs dont stick to the seats because we're on our way home from the waterpark where we got lightly sunburned. he surprised us by stopping at sonic on the way, and i asked for extra m&ms in my shake.

I love making horrible midwestern jello and cool whip concoctions that taste better than you'd think because the ladies at church said i make it like their moms did, and it's Easter and you cant have an Easter after-service-lunch without Pink Fluff.

I love going to the grocery store on a Sunday and seeing the older ladies in their matching skirtsuit sets and coordinating hats and fascinators, because they still dress up for church. I know that if i ask, they probably have butterscotch hard candies in their purses.

I love my memories of highschool football games, of being in the marching band and dancing to my favorite drum cadence. My mom helped run the concession stand sometimes, so after halftime I'd go say hi and give her a hug while one of the other band moms made me a hotdog so I could scarf it down and get back into the stands.

I love seeing a yellow schoolbus in the middle of the day and wondering if theres a fun field trip, or maybe one of the athletics teams is going to a far away game, or maybe the choir is going to a competition.

I love going to baseball games and screaming for the batter to "RUN RUN RUN!!!" as he hits the ball into the outfield. The stadium in the city plays a local window and glass company's jingle when they make a home run. The entire stadium sings along, because weve all grown up hearing the jingle on the radio.

I love learning all the local radio dj's names and when they're on, because every station has that one dj that plays all the good songs i like.

I love going to the lake with my friends and trying to do handstands in the water, then laying on the soft grass to dry off.

I love that if you pull over and turn your hazards on, someone is guaranteed to stop and ask if you need any help with anything.

I love going to my tribe's powwows and eating frybread that one of the aunties is selling. She's wearing earrings the size of my palm. We go and sit to watch the jingle dancers.

I criticize my country because I love it and want it to be better, the same way you sit down with your friend because theyre making decisions that will negatively affect them and you want better for them. I love the people, i love the land, i don't love what our government is doing.

[venjubilation]

PWP fics are great until you're two sentences in and they're already fucking against a wall. Whatever happened to the build up man? It can still have build up and no actual plot. You can't just throw me into the smut right away, I gotta get ready for that shit.

[venjubilation]

My face whenever someone says Jaune is getting too much screentime this volume:

[schizoidstudent-blog1]

haven’t been very active lately- summer vacation <3

but that’ll be over by tomorrow, since i have to get started with studying again!

[schizoidstudent-blog1]

23:56 // 26-06-2016

- okay, i’ve had three days of a break, i should start to schedule studying again.

[schizoidstudent-blog1]

it’s summer vacation at last!! so i’m going to try to check out the maximum amount of books allowed (16) from the library and make myself like 4 cups of tea to relax.

[schizoidstudent-blog1]

18:59 ~ 18-06-2016:

[productivity post: 89/100]

doing some physics for my upcoming exam!