#vennting

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HIATUS - Indefinite?

I’m unsure where this blog is going now. as such, i’m probably gonna close it :c

Or at least, for now I will. It’ll stay open technically, and i suppose questions can be sent, but they wont be worked on for a very very long time. for now, follow my other projects, @daily-braixen and @freckled-vee

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Changelog

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@askswampshaymin

for a bean who was feeling upsetti spaghetti ;v;/

[llamasgotoheaven]

[judai-senpai]

So when I was 14 and my friends started coming to me with their problems, I found it strange that they were so willing to tell me these things. Of course I helped them. I am here for anyone.

But I never understood for the longest time how to express these feeling or emotions. And I still don't. I have no idea of how to relieve anxiety or how to express sadness or angry properly.

That's why when I feel anxiety, I am so terrified because I have no where to turn. I still think that these feelings should be expressed but I just don't know how to do it.

And I can't say it to anyone. Because then they panic which makes me feel worse. Or they start treating me like a child thinking that it's like a tantrum more than a panic attack.

And I haven't had any therapy for this in two years.  They deferred me to someone else, who keeps cancelling my appointments.

It just feels like a dead end. I'm trapped in this circle of anxiety and there's no way out. I really want to remain optimistic about it but it's getting harder and harder to look at the bright side.

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The second one also applies to guys I hit on, since they never seem to respond. Such is life, I suppose.