#vent!!!!!!!!

[materia-metanoia]

Anti-what?

I am the am-not

Where things do not come to pass

I am

I do

Of course I do

And where I do it becomes odd

Where I fit I am not

And the profusion of me is truth

I bleed where I am pruned

A handsome shape

I am obscured.

Unheard of, me

And yet in the quiet

Of mist rain watering the moss

That is constantly growing

The cold-wet fur is felt

And in the days that pass

The beauty-seeker walking by

Will find a big green patch.

A handsome hedge

I am not

I am found where meaning is lost.

[meme-rice]

ohhrghdd

my ggod I want to die i want to die i want to diennnnnnn!!!! I'm so very sad right now I'm so so so very sad I'm sorry sorry sorry I'm sorry