reel came up of goofy dad clips and got smacked with the biggest grief for something that was never there. even when my dad was being "goofy" it was ALWAYS at the expense of someone else. never himself though. my mothers weight. my hobbies. he laughed and snived comments and you couldnt be upset because it was just a joke.
why was a 4 year old so scared of him? why did that child know that he wasn't safe. it was not safe to be alone with him. my dad his dad?
what did he do. or was the kid just chicken shit.
i dunno. does it even matter anymore? will that feeling die when hes finally dead?












