#vent;

[rivenrose]

PMS just HAD to start one day before Valentine's day of course. It couldn't pick a better time. 🫠 Ugh!

[alchemybooks-moved]

:'D Depression is bad again today, so will be quiet again. Honestly, I'm wondering if I should put the blogs on semi-hiatus status until it evens out again. There's a lot going on that I haven't been talking about, so... ;w;

[atlasllm]

please call me by my name

[novabun-ships]

There's a reason why I never really go into my partners tags. Can people fucking not? Ugh. When interviews get posted you get this garbage from people.

They're real life people, not their characters when in interviews, they talk about their characters they're not their characters. Don't do this shit it's so fucking wrong. People who are rpf are the literal plague

[atlasifyllm]

i feel like orpheus and eurydice

walking through fields of poison ivy

this world is hell, but it's mine

as long as i know she's behind me i'm fine

mend myself with eurydice's presence

it won't fix all of me, but i'm content

as long as i know she's there, i go on

but i'm not a warrior, only god's pawn

this heart has been broken before, and i know it

i need to keep running before despair forces me to submit

my weak mind and body, i call out to eurydice

please say something, anything; it's all that i need

say something, eurydice, i don't want to be alone

say something, eurydice, your voice is all i've known

say something, eurydice, i can't do this by myself

say something, eurydice, i can't escape this hell

say something, please

before i fall to my knees

say something, i'm begging you

i don't want your absence to be true

i don't want to believe in a lie

please tell me you're there

i don't want us to die

[yunalai]

ngl I wanna come back to RPing, but it genuinely feels horrible to see other people's asks get replied to and mine ignored by the same people all the time. it kills my drive to write.

[ntaras]

man.

you can’t keep justifying everything bi-han does especially by saying kuai liang did the same thing but worse when no???? it really isn’t????? bi-han starting the cyber initiative (which as of now we do not know what it’ll look like excluding the expansion story leaks and speculation) is very different from kuai liang taking an orphan in. he’s not forcing his shirai ryu initiatives to die for him where did you fucking get that info from????? also it’s not fucking more humane to strip someone from their humanity compared to what kuai liang is doing.

like ok yeah. sure. prioritizing vengeance against his brother is a scorpion thing to do but what evidence suggests kuai liang is “taking advantage” anyone to join him and die for him. also one of the reasons kuai liang makes the shirai ryu is to defend earthrealm he’s just also at active war with the lin kuei.

kuai liang suffered from dogshit writing as much as bi-han but he fucking got it the worst: he awkwardly fills the role as scorpion, he dumps bi-han body at the lin kuei, and abandons the lin kuei abnormally fast. it’s all the writers fault there’s no point in trying to paint him out to be the “real bad brother” cause none of those choices were his to make.

why are people trying to mold kuai liang (and tomas) into the worst of the fucking worst in order to prove what???? that bi-han is actually a saint??? bi-han is making bad choices and that is good!!! what isn’t good is how bi-han and kuai liang were watered down to just “sub-zero and scorpion are brothers” instead of focusing on bi-han and kuai liang being brothers. what isn’t good is showing the downfall of the three brothers at the most godawful pacing with such short screen time and minimal interaction. what isn’t good is trying jump through hoops to justify every single thing bi-han did! because it’s really not adding anything to his character and is just you trying to drag down other characters for no reason