#venting sorta

[sukalaap]

I hate that I feel so strongly & emotionally towards these fucking blobs, I'm a target of ridicule at this point.

[waywardsou2]

What is something that you would like the people close to you to understand about you better?

Uhm, this might sound cringe, but I want them to know that I'm complex. I want them to know that I might do things that don't make sense, but I always mean well. I find it difficult to understand things that make sense in my head but when I say them out loud, they don't make sense and people misunderstand and then bad things happen. I am always trying my best and I always mean well to those around me. I don't like how complicated I am, and I wish there was a better way and more time for me to explain that to the people who are important to me.

[little-space-safe-place]

Feeling real small but can't contact my CG, I wish I had a better paci to use. Tonight's just not fun, I don like being alone. Im just sad and little and I dont like it!

[pinkprincesskittenmittens]

tonight has been really rough and i cried a lot. seeing someone you take care of go limp and be unresponsive and have to go to the er is just...hard.

[jabberz]

Friend: "But you always seem so happy and carefree?"

Me: "I'm just doing my best to be as good as I can be."

Friend: "Why go so far, if you're really that down?"

Me: "Because I made my friends, my loved ones, and myself a promise. To try everyday, to be happy. Force it, take it, find it, steal it, whatever I have to do to survive. Whatever I have to do to keep on living."

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[teamcavota]

god I know its bad to say it but I want my grandparents to go home so badly. my dad just gets so weird when they're around I don't know how to describe it. like today he got mad at me claiming he told me to make dinner, but at most he told me to think about it (along with everyone else!). like the words "can you make dinner" never come out of his mouth.

also I zoned out once while we were going in somewhere and didn't notice my grandma needing help. now admittedly I feel bad about this one for obvious reasons, but my dad just goes overboard and ignores the 99% of the other times I'm first out of the car to help her. like it only matters if I slip up and its pissing me off. I wanted to make a nice dinner tomorrow to make up for it, but at the same time the other half of me hardly wants to be home and just go out to eat.

[adhd-demetri]

Gender dysphoria has been kicking my ass so I'm praying this month I can get a new chest binder and and a packer