#ventyish

[nikassys]

🪙 How can people in systems think there´s a single owner of the body? All of you were born in the same head. You share the body and head, there´s no single owner of anything. God.

[snowy-bones]

Hey Snowy? I hope you're doing okay. I know you've been going through a lot. But I'm glad you're still here. And I know your friends are happy you're here. And I see how people try to talk like they know you and your friends. Please keep your head up and keep going. I see how much they care and love you!!

I'm not really okay. But thank you for caring. I know there are people who are happy I am still here. And I'm so happy to have them in my life. But I do often feel like all I am is a pest. I don't like to ask for much, I don't like to ask for attention because then I'm too much. I've recently just felt like all I do is step on people's toes and I've just pulled back. I don't feel worthy to be a part of anything. And...it hurts alot. But I'm doing my best to not be bothered. Because a quiet poff is a good poff. If nothing is off then nothing is wrong. Just have to keep smiling, because that's the best thing to do. You're not a pest if nothing is wrong. It's the mindset I'm keeping again. Because...I got too comfy...we got too comfy...but thanks for being here. Thank you for your kindness. It means alot.

[nikassys]

🍖 I wish I could tell my friends how much I appreciate their support. When I was with them in the library, afraid of being hunted by the mean girls, they were having lots of fun laughing at inside jokes we're all in on. They noticed I was shutting down after a whole day crying of fear and just sat down and petted me for some long minutes. I was always afraid someone would barge into the library and want to start shit. When my other friends arrived, it was a chorus of people saying they'd beat anyone who threatened me to a pulp. Soon I was happy enough to be annoying as hell. But now I'm afraid again.

[nikassys]

❤️🔥 A bird is the worst pet you could ever buy someone who gets easily overestimulated. And force that person, who's already overestimulated by the noise, to watch out so the cat doesn't you know, eat the bird.

[nikassys]

🐢 I think our relatives don't torment themselves enough over how they bullied us out of religion. Thankfully we have Shinto now

[nikassys]

🍖 Aaaa I'm disintegrating...some ppl at school are literally coming for us bc Ichigochiko cussed some bimbo out...usually bimbo is a good thing for us, just the feminine version of a himbo, but it's the lightest thing I can think of to insult a person so pathetic who laughs at others and gets offended when they fight back.

People in the Dream Realm aren't like this. As a rare fronter, the thought of people being evil and cruel is tearing me apart, cuz in our system everyone solves stuff with sheer communication and loves each other.

Everything I wanted was a normal school life. But everybody laughs at us in every corner...we lost our cool for once and now it's like there's a bounty on us. I'm so scared I can't bring meself to read or watch smth that would make me more hopeful right now.

I'm better off doing that after I study. Yeah, that's right, I'll study for a handful of hours and reward myself with chocolate rolls before going to school. Even if people here prey on the weak, I know that Dad will be proud of me if I just keep going. Goddamn I miss you‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[nikassys]

🦋 I am sooo nervous. Everyone at school is out to get me. I just wanted to have a nice normal couple of days but it's been hell ever since. We're able to laugh and crack jokes about it but it's triggering us so bad. If feels like a whirlwind inside my head dude.

[nikassys]

🔮 How I was yesterday, car ride back home after being annoying the whole day