May 28
feeling like my existence is fading/unwanted and not wanting to see the end of it is scary. but i also think its scary that as a society we’ve demonized feeling like shit till the point you’re selfish and should die for… wanting to die?
#vent post#i guess#just me feeling like im worth nothing and incapable of yhe only thing i coukd do#and even that is disappearing idk what the point of my art is i think even the old stuff from a momth or so ago is worth nothing#and i think theres been so much shit said and done in my face thats its piled up and now i feel like theres actually#just#nothing i can do anymore#the way i speak is awful my art is worthless insert many other things that have been said thay i cant say without the person ever finding#this and knowing they said it#but like jesus christ i dont want to be alone but people i know have made it so clear#verbally too
