#vid shit

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Hiiiiiii guys

so apparently y'all want me to do the Liam Reaction Video so send me in some videos that i'll use for it! 

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I saw Mammies on my dash (I mean) (I still like this video kinda)

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finally done I can see where I got to the point where I just wanted it done but nbdfghjjhgf

waits for tansy to get online so I can make sure it actually sends

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THERE WAS AN..... ATTEMPT.......

(nah, I have to get ready for work so here's a!! preview!! and I'll finish up tonight and fix lots in this tiny portion gosh) (tansy teach me how you're so good at this style)

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hAPPY LATE NEW YEARS I....... gUESS............

this is where I'm supposed to be reflective but can I just let the shitty video speak for what was on my mind for most of 2012?

no?

fine

a lot happened, some stuff most people are pretty aware of, other things less so-- it's been a very up and down year but life's not life without that. I'd definitely say I have a lot of... regrets this year? Maybe not for what most things people would assume but I'm certainly... looking forward to putting a lot of things behind me, even if it could take a while.

The video is pretty self-explanatory but.... wow, I turned 20 and that fucking terrified me and kind of still does? I know, I know "20 really isn't that old/big of a deal" but it's like... I'm not a teenager anymore, I'm an adult, I'm accountable for everything I do and there really isn't any cushioning to fall back on and that's scary? hhhh I'm taking it as oPTIMISTICALLY AS I CAN...... I want to be a good person, and I can only hope I don't screw up.

I guess more than anything, I'm happy there are people I've gotten closer to this year... emotionally and pHYSICALLY (I got to touch meet my best friend guys) (if there is a world in which that isn't the best thing ever, I don't want to live in it)

but thank you for all sticking with me and I can only hope you'll do the same this year because I love you guys a whole lot.

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okay there was more of an attempt

(maybe one day tis video will happen but today is not that day)

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IT GOT A REALLY GOOD THUMBNAIL IM SO MAD

I TRIED.JPEG