#villamore

[villamorrugs]

There's something about a carpet that wood and tiles can't match, with its underfoot feel, as people always suggest. Although hardwood flo...

[villamorrugs]

An easy solution to fix the problem with your floors, like broken tiles and imperfections, is to cover it with a rug. In principle, these…

[villamorrugs]

Your home interior defines and portrays your personality. You can not escape it anyway. That is why interior designers play a vital role whi...

[estupinan-jc]

Gran Final Torneo de Fifa Buffalo WIld Wings en Monterrey

Edición y Grabación: Juan Carlos Estupiñan

[fracturedbone]

List

What’s in my bag from a month ago:

Pain pills Journal Pregnancy test Hair scrunchy Love letter Old blade Candy wrapper Lip stain Polaroid Grammar worksheet Pills I don’t recall the names for Water bottle

What’s in my bag now: Wallet Keys Pills Blade

[fracturedbone]

Verbal vomit

I refuse to sedate my bitterness with other humans With meaningless outings with temporary people I refuse to carve a Mona Lisa Smile and tell everyone I’m okay for their enjoyment

I do not care what they think of me.

I refuse to sedate myself with food, money, and sex I refuse to sedate myself with boring holiday parties, boring family meetings, boring may be love interests. Fuck whomever you want. Starve however you’d like. It won’t go away. I refuse to sedate myself I refuse to sedate myself

[fracturedbone]

29.

My unspoken words linger and spread into an atmosphere stretching, curving, elongating but never taking their true form

At the utterance of any word, of any clause of any complex sentence You ignite into anger, you combust into defense

But my words are simply said in hopes you understand They were not meant to detonate They were not meant to bomb

Yet here you lay in fragments, victim of an explosion from a bomb I helped unknowingly make And here I lay in fragments victim of an explosion that you forced to create

[fracturedbone]

28.

Bruised banana peels excite the flies. There’s a roach climbing paper walls that cost 1300 a month. Ration your food like a soldier because your welfare ran out. A skeletal face is not a choice, it’s an effect there is not enough money in this family to dress my bones in thicker skin.

Read pages 243-298 for biochemistry tonight.

"Go to college," father’s throat rasped in his mother tongue, "weaponize yourself with what this system gives you, kill all ignorance." I’ll arm myself with scholarships that try to equate me with what others have always had Wear a helmet composed of strategically patterned letters to prove I’m eloquent enough to survive Run through fields of repetitious stereotypes with a shield made of fear Let me destroy the socio-economic divisions that engender mediocre intelligence 

My mother clutches her rosary. The roach is still climbing the wall. The flies dance to the corpse of the fruit.

I sit here with a gun that has no bullets.