#word vomit

[hymnxl]

really scared to start from square one again. i can’t go through this again.

[thepoisonyoucrave]

I haven’t seen him in too long and it’s starting to affect me in a way I don’t like.

[comeintomyenclosure]

i’ve literally never had to bite my tongue harder WHY DO PPL MAKE SUCH STUPID DECISIONS WHY

[comeintomyenclosure]

pride color palette turned on ✅

this is so new and bizarre for me i’m normally a dark mode warrior.. but pink….

[suchuupaxxii]

THE JACKET

To put on the cut sleeves of impermanence, To swallow pride for protection, To replace greed with emotions, I grew up in your passion. I grew up, adopted my forbidden Dissolution of ego For a child pure love Often misunderstood as Sin.

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I'm from Fostoria Ohio, when my dad and my mom got divorced and he got together with my stepmom we moved to Morristown Tennessee in 2001 and we got there October 30th where I spent most of my life, then I moved to Memphis in 2021 , then I moved to Michigan with James in 2022 , then I briefly moved back to Morristown in 2023 , then I was briefly in Nashville I went to my first inpatient hospitalization there , then I went back to Memphis for a few months where inpatient hospitalizations two and three were , then I went to Cookeville for my first sobriety program in 2024 after I had to turn in my car and after I got out of my third hospitalization , then I went to Morristown for my second sobriety program in 2025 , both of them failed because either the staff didn't like me or I was bullied by grown ass women, then I briefly moved back in with my dad, then I went to the mental hospital twice , and then I took a Greyhound back to Fostoria Ohio to live with my mom. I had three impatient hospitalizations before that . My first one being in Nashville , and the second and third one being in Memphis. I almost tried to kill myself twice when I was in Memphis, which was why I was hospitalized. The last time I was in Morristown my dad told me where his gun was. We live in an apartment complex on Sandusky Street, and it's the same apartment complex that my mom lived in when I was a kid besides the times that she lived with my unofficial stepdad Gary. Gary was more like a dad to me than my biological dad was.

I probably repeated myself. I'm busy.

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I'm pretty sure Jeremy still has my phone hacked and he's intentionally trying to confuse me and occasionally posting bullying memes.

Go fuck yourself you stupid piece of shit.

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I used to take care of the animals in the house because I got tired of my dad beating them.