@violentlyimpulsive said : “ and if i could ever ask for one more blessing in this life of mine, i’d pray for a thousand years to see you one more time. “
the ache she was feeling continued growing the longer she stood in front of him . and breathing didn’t help . why her ? why was it always her having to do the worst . scythe was dropped at her feet , eyes glassing over as the result of the tears forming . he made this request and she promised .
“ i -- i can’t do this , dean . “ words spoken softly and she took a step back . “ why does it have to be me ? you could have chosen a whole different way . . . you could plead with michael . it doesn’t have to be this way . “ reaping -- soul shredding was something that took her a long time to not get emotional over . it was the very reason she never allowed herself to get close to anything -- anyone . and with each reaping , she grew colder in doing it .
“ it doesn’t have to be this way . . . please don’t make me do it . he’ll come for me too . . . and will find a way to bring you back . “








