I was just browsing some blogs while my spotify’s on. Usual. “aww this is pretty, Imma like this.” “yay! so cute. pastel sheets. reblog.” “ay, photos of guys staring into artworks and old buildings are attractive.” then a song came up. Suddenly, unexpectedly, my smile became a frown and my heart has gone from 10+ (happy) to 6 +- (sad). It is weird because I do not even have a memory about that song but I could feel the poignance in every word. The melody took me to a familiar street, on a rainy day. I was wearing boots, long pastel skirt and a sweater. My hair was longer then and I was carrying a transparent umbrella. Then there’s this guy. He was wearing black from top to bottom. He had a clean haircut, and a leather watch. He didn't have an umbrella but he walks along the sidewalk, avoiding the drizzles. His back profile looked good. He was a few steps ahead of me when the song ended and the time stopped. I knew it was my turn to move, whether it was towards him or away from him. In all honesty, right there, I wanted to run and collapse into his arms but as soon as the new song started playing, he was gone. Oh well.
