#visitxt

[typhlomys]

i haven't had a real hyperfixation in years i am going crazy. i've been feeding myself more regularly just to make sure i have brain power to read easily. i am improving my own health specifically for ryland grace

[typhlomys]

breakfast is literally my favorite part of every day it's all downhill from egg on toast

[typhlomys]

i think i lowkey grew out of being a sanrio girlie. i never thought that would happen. this is beyond fucked

[typhlomys]

sometimes adderall does suppress my appetite but sometimes it makes me feel like a ravenous lion that needs to take down an entire gazelle to eat by myself like oh my god. what is up with that

[typhlomys]

here's the thing that people don't seem to Get about fionna and cake: fionna is unstable because she is LITERALLY experiencing genre dysphoria!! she's living in a domestic slice of life universe but her soul still remembers being the protagonist of a magical action adventure!! she is suffering from living in a world that she was literally just not built for, and she's seemingly alone in how deeply she remembers and is affected by it. it's a terrible, lonely way to live; i'd crash out too!! and dare i say finn might have experienced the same level of emotional turbulence in a magicless world if he hadn't been occupied running around in dungeons and fighting monsters all of his life. i can't speak to the intentionality of it, but it's a solid allegory to living as a neurodivergent girl in a neurotypical-run world. i'm not saying that her actions are excusable or reasonable; she is selfish and impulsive, she is reactive, she is messy. but she is a really interesting character if you take the time to puzzle out why she is the way she is and all of the comments i see about how people hate her and don't get why she's so unstable and how she isn't anything like finn are just not it. she's a different character with a different story!! she's cosmically understimulated!! she just wants to be a hero!!! these hoes CANNOT handle a morally imperfect multifaceted female lead and it shows

[typhlomys]

would love to know the odds my parents rolled when they adopted 3 unrelated kids and all of them ended up autistic, gay, and nonbinary

[typhlomys]

dear god can i not get this mobile ad with the harem dancer furry popping her pussy at the screen while im on the bus any more please amen

[typhlomys]

i'm having a ... weird time with gender... i don't know. i feel like i was nonbinary in the first place because i didn't relate to other girls or women and i didn't enjoy or understand most things related to femininity. i still prefer neutral pronouns but as i grow into myself i find myself understanding other women better and enjoying indulging in things that are considered feminine. i'd rather be feminine than androgynous, at this point. i don't have much left of what was compelling me to identify differently, but... i don't know if i want to change it or not. part of me does and part of me doesn't. i guess there are different labels that might fit who i am in this moment but i don't think i like any of them much. sighhhhsss i thought i was done with having to think so hard about this kind of thing but i guess it's forever