#viv antics

[theflowermaker]

had to tell her that if she can't stop blurring the lines between platonic and more than that with me that she needs to not be around me at all. ugh

[theflowermaker]

watching people go crazy to cotton eye joe at a formal in new zealand is crazy to me as a us expat

[theflowermaker]

at the point of healing that i'm listening to asking alexandria again. is this anything

[theflowermaker]

my friends all making jokes about how i don't actually like them because i was going to split off from them early while we were doing errands... ough...

[theflowermaker]

vent shit, don't mind me

i genuinely cannot believe she's keeping her job. she assaulted me on the clock, she got paid to sexually assault me. and they didn't fire her. she has access to every single flat in the building she lives in, she has master keys. what's stopping her from doing this to someone else? to gaining their trust and then just doing whatever she thinks is right?

they didn't even tell me they finished the investigation. i only found out because i followed up on the email. i had been holding out hope for months that she'd face actual consequences for this. i can't believe i've been suffering for months hoping to some god if they exist that something would come of this, that someone would listen. i'm so fucking tired.

[theflowermaker]

Having a partner that likes me is crazy, if I call him while I'm out he'll answer with "yes, my love?" immediately cause he knows I only call if I need to ask him something.

[theflowermaker]

i am screaming into my pillows.

[theflowermaker]

crazy. i don't know the last time i woke up in a good mood. hope is a hell of a drug