Hues, Surrendered

• viv, 26, they/she, aotearoa • your conservative grandmother's favorite freak, weird earring enjoyer, titless, stares at brain scans like a child in an aquarium, serial sticky toffee matcha drinker, hoards spices like a dragon, majima apologist, got in trouble as a child for eating play-doh more than once, genderless in a way you can't comprehend without several softwares, katamari enthusiast, averse to technology, autistic headphone guy, screw the rules i have green hair, flight risk, lego flower collector, in violation the supression bureau's rules for owning occult objects, easily confused by statistics, and made of scented soap • header by snapperveil •

[urgetocreate]

Jim Musil (American), Night Meadow, 2026, Acrylic on claybord

[contemptible-scoundrel]

free use? *smirks snartly* so naive. you know nothing in this damned society is really free...

[angel-advise]

can't look up what snartly means because i don't have a dictionary account

[i-have-no-soul]

wilbur soot is attempting to claw his way back to relevancy for the umpteenth time so i figured nows a good time as any to remind yall that he admitted to abusing shelby under zero pressure. when shelby was talking about her abuser she named zero names, gave no identifying information... and wilbur admitted to it. with a shitty self-centered "im sorry you felt that way non apology". and he can try to brush it off all he wants but he did that shit and he doesn't get to have a platform when he has shown zero signs of meaningfully addressing his behavior and changing. fuck him and fuck all the misogynist clowns who still stand by him. it's not 2020 anymore. grow up.

[oflambandmoss]

being weird and full of love can save you

and it might save those around you, too

[prof-lemon]

Stop scrolling for a moment, and let the hypnotic sway of Cradily ease your troubles.

[webhoards]

[teaboot]

Working at a sex shop has ruined me because I was checking out a booth at a public market selling bone-shaped collar tags that said shit like “I’m lost” and “pet me” and “spoiled” and it wasn’t until I saw “I pee when I’m excited” and thought damn okay kind of hardcore that it even occurred to me that they could be for like. ACTUAL dog collars 😭😭😭

[whysosirris]

[not-your-average-url]

I miss when ads were a single click and then they’re gone. Now every ad has a minimum of three phases where you watch a video, exit the still frame of fake gameplay, and then exit the app download. That doesn’t even touch on the ones that forcibly take you to another app after opening a tab in safari without you ever touching the screen.

I hate advertising. I hate that you can’t do anything without companies jumping down your throat with mostly bullshit ads. I hate that billboards exist. I hate that every company unanimously decided to make their ads longer and longer. I hate that ad blockers try to charge you money and there are in app purchases to remove ads. I hate that my attention has become commodified. I hate that there’s nothing I can do about it.

[japanese-movie-god-at-yahoo]

[maykitz]

[shrimpkidd]

[milkichip]

why the

the

why the long f

[homunculus-argument]

Wednesday the 15th. What an excellent day. Middle of the week, middle of the month. Truly, we are in the middle of things.

[birdplushie]

often you will see things online where you just have to be like "what a strange thing to say" or "i don't think that's true :)" to yourself and try to move on or you will lose your mind

[currentlycryingaboutlancelot]

“don’t be silly” no i think i will be, thanks

[literallyaflame]

i have a secret third opinion about self dx discourse which is “why are you guys treating the DSM like it’s the fucking bible”

[literallyaflame]

the amount of leftists who uncritically support the DSM-5—wielding it online in battles against random individuals who might be “faking” a disorder—boggles my fucking mind. you guys realize that the DSM-5 isn’t the only diagnostic manual on the planet, right? you realize that we place it at the top of the global hierarchy because it’s american, right? has it occurred to you that the APA shouldn’t have so much authority over what counts as a “real” mental illness? has it occurred to you that perhaps there are other diagnostic manuals? in fact, there are dimensional models that don’t rely on sorting individuals into “disorder/no disorder” boxes in the first place. food for thought, lmao

[onemillionwordsofcrap]

They keep refusing to add CPTSD to the DSM. Even though the research consistently supports that it is a real, distinct disorder, requiring a different treatment approach from other, superficially similar diagnoses.

Judith Herman first proposed CPTSD in fucking 1988.

The ICD recognizes it, by the way. But the APA clowns in charge of the DSM continue to stick their fingers in their ears and go la la la about it.

See, the DSM is fundamentally part of the American healthcare system. It's been shaped by the demands of a for-profit industry and the necessity of dealing with insurance companies to get anybody treated. It's not like there's NO real science in there, but there's also a whole lotta bullshit, and a whole lotta reality just... left out.

[pocketss]

it’s just one of those croissant days

[pocketss]

we love a recovery

[indouscurse]

you have to consciously unlearn racism and continue to watch for it because it will come out without realizing. because so much of society is structured around it. shrugging and going "i dont care" or "i dont know how else to say it" means you are okay with being racist and hurting other people with how much you dont give a shit about them.