I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms. || Viv & Ben.
I'm not going to avoid her anymore. I've avoided her long enough. Everything that had happened in the past, I needed to let go of. But I felt guilty about Hayden's death, and everything that had happened in that house. Did I regret bringing my family to this house? Sometimes, yes. Most of the time, I regret it. Most of the time, I admit to feeling guilty about everything that had happened to us. But Vivien wanted me to be around more, and I wanted to be around more. For Viv, Violet and Jeffery. I'd made a sandwich for myself, before getting up, and making a second sandwich.
Spotting my wife walking into the kitchen, I hold a sandwich out to her, as a peace offering. I figured that this would be the best place to start. I can't really take her out on dates, or travel around the world. Or anywhere at all, for that matter. A sandwich would be a good place to start. As I watch her eat the sandwich, I sit there, trying to figure out what I want to say. Finally, I speak. "I'm not going to avoid you anymore." I tell her, hoping that she'll believe me.