i wonder if takumi has nightmares about inheriting the throne. he takes his position of second prince seriously and it's also a factor in judging his own self-worth, and he definitely wants to be seen just as important as ryoma but like, i wonder if he's ever stopped to consider what *would* happen if he suddenly had to take the throne. does he *want* the throne, the responsibilities that come with it? yes, he was raised in preparation of that possibility but does he himself believe he's prepared for it? does he think himself worthy? and what circumstances could that possibility even happen? what would have happened to cause his infallible big brother, the person he's looked up to, that he has always expected to one day be a great king, to suddenly fall, to force takumi to take the throne? does he think about how he would still be in his brother's shadow as king, because he believes everyone (and himself) thinks ryoma would have been a better leader than him? would that constant comparison he puts on himself be too much to bear? all this to say, i just think the scenario itself is ripe for him to have nightmares about it :')












