in this post i’d love to share my experience with a topic i touched on a little in my introduction post, which is the void state and shifting. i’m not the type of person who can scream about how good i am in it, how successful i am, while try to use a reverse psychology and tell you how pathetic you are just to motivate you, because how easy it is for me to enter the void or shift realities, because actually it’s unfortunately not that way for me and i genuinely need help too and asked for it a quadrillion times from different bloggers out there, even though i know no one but myself can actually help me. that's partly why i decided to start this blog about manifestation, shifting and void state, thinking maybe it’ll bring me more motivation and make my path more fun.
so... i discovered the void state at the end of 2024 and was immediately struck by it, because i remembered scripting for a dr i’d had a few months before, thinking: “god, i wish i could script everything like that for my cr self and manifest it into my reality with a click of my fingers.” and the void state seemed to be exactly that, it seemed incredibly simple at first and i was ambitiously trying to enter it, but nothing worked. i began studying the topic deeper, and over time it started feeling increasingly incomprehensible, though i never stopped believing it was possible.
then, in january 2025 i found @sugarcoatedcherry’s method (this one) and it made tremendous sense to me. i was sure i’d succeed. what happened next i wrote about here from account i had back then. looking back, i believe that experience was a fake void; a projection of what i thought the void was supposed to feel like. and i’m certain of it, because at the time my english was weaker than it is now, and whenever people described the feeling of being in the void they’d say floating and i thought that meant flying. so that’s exactly what i wrote.
after that i kept trying the same method, because it felt like the one that had gotten me closest to the state of pure consciousness, but for some reason i couldn’t even enter a lucid dream again. from that point on, the only thing that haunted me were dreams in which i entered the void and manifested from it, though even those stopped about six months ago. all this time, almost non-stop, i tried everything: void state meditations, yoga nidra, anything i saw made people succeed. method after method. still nothing.
my main goal is to manifest from the void. i understand it’s far from the only way to manifest, since i’m a lot into manifestation since forever (3x6x9 method, 55x5 method, scripting method, water method, journal method, o method, vision boards, sats, robotic affirming, meditation, visualization, crystals charging, subliminals (i even made them publicly and people got a lot of results from them), so so so so much more, i think i tried everything in the book), but given the scale of what i want it seems like the ideal route. i really hope i’ll get there soon. but i also understand that this is my own problem. i constantly set deadlines for myself: i’ll enter the void today. this week. this month. before summer. and those deadlines keep shifting, either i don’t try at all and just procrastinate, or i attempt a method before bed, lie there motionless for twenty-plus minutes, and then the irritation creeps in: my position, the fact that nothing is working, the fact that i can’t even fall asleep. so i turn over, tell myself i’ll try again tonight and fall asleep in two minutes. then the next day, everything repeats. i’ve started to treat the void as something inherently difficult to reach and on a subconscious level i can’t fully believe that i’ll get there and wake up the next morning with everything i dream of, despite every affirmation i repeat to myself.
now.. as for shifting. my experience there is smaller, despite knowing about it longer, since 2020. again, i didn’t pay much attention to it then. in 2021 i went back to explore it for a short while, though the desire faded quickly and kept returning about once a year for the next three or four years. i think it was 2022 or so when i came closest to shifting, but then i moved, every symptom vanished and just like that it was gone. in early 2025 though it became something more stable. what i’ve been doing since is thinking about shifting constantly, scripting the way i always do and waiting to finally enter the void state, where i can manifest shifting abilities on command and then shift effortlessly and endlessly.
so as you can see, manifesting and reaching the void state to do so is my main goal, while shifting is my number 2. though i devotedly believe in both. i know shifting realities is possible. i know entering the void state is possible. i know it. i just need to lock in deeper, because right now i’m desperate to succeed and finally live my dream life, in the body that resonates with my desires.
anyways, that’s it for now. i’m going to update on my progress. if you have anything to say, any advice, any thoughts, i’d genuinely love to hear them and i’ll try whatever you suggest. thank you for your time!! <333
