What is this feeling. I’m not myself and can’t feel myself. Im not me. I look in the mirror and only a black face replies. Perhaps this is the feeling of Void. I’ve lost myself in the eternal abyss of obsolete return and i cannot feel myself. I want to cry yet i have no reason. I want to sleep but the call keeps me awake. Is this what it feels like. To embrace eternity and fall forever, slowly losing track of yourself? Maybe im just sick. Maybe i’ll get over it. But my name rings no bells, and i feel numb all over. A disassociation with the world and how it works. I feel no, hear no, see no reasons to live, nor to die. Only to not exist. To float endlessly in a miasma of Void, the nothingness of the ethereal night and loss of a corporeal form. I feel only numbness in myself, my body, my brain. Maybe i’ll get better in the morning.