It’s 12 midnight, I’m still awake and staring at this collaged pictures of my second family. And it’s really tearing me apart to think that we'll all be leaving leaving the portals of RSHS and i'll be separated from the people who have been there for me(to listen, to understand, to love me, and to have always accepted me no matter how complicated I am)for the last FOUR YEARS. It’s just so hard for me to accept that just in a few days we’ll all be saying our “I’LLMISSYOU’s” AND “GOODBYES”. I mean, what would happen, what would i become or who would I be, WITHOUT THEM? </3 I’m afraid to continue my life without them. I’m afraid that in facing another milestone in my life where they’re not gonna be there to support me. I’m afraid that maybe in college, people won’t accept me for who I am. I’m afraid because I don’t want to have the feeling of missing them, I’m afraid because I might not get to where I wanted to be without them. I’m afraid because even though dili kaayo close sa boys ug kanchawero kaayo si Nicko, kulit pero ulitan kaayo siBiboy, , bisan itom ug angol kaayo ang grabe ma inlove nga si Raven, dali ra muhilak ang pasensyoso kaayo nga si Carlou, manyak kaaayo ang negosyante nga si Oliver, feeling gwapo ug pasikat kaayo ang Math Wiz/ Mama’s boy nga si Jeric, yawyawero kaayo ang protective nga si Christian, bataot ang talented nga Miko, bulol, dako’g mata ug bulala kaayo muadvice ang protective ug kuya nga si Zax, hulimon pero buang kayo ang hearthrob nga si Joed, babaon ug strong kaayo ang soft-hearted nga si Charles, moody ug buang jud kaayo ang singer/ computer geek nga si Art, gasawayon namo ug baho’g baba ang inlove with my bestfriend ang ultimate guitarist ng barkada nga si Sebastian, ug sabaan/buang/joker ang hilumon pag abot sa love nga siEric, ug bisan pa’g self-conscious kaayo ang weird sauna pero gwapa nga si Paula, bataot-iyakin-ug self-proclaimed cute kaayo ang PHYSICS NERD nga siErlyn, sabaan-snorlax and supercute nga si Elaine, hilumon nga sabaan-larag- shunga ug malihim ang among New Yorker nga si Beannca, bisan weird usahay ug shunga ang Mikay nga si Alyssa, bagtakon-babaon-strong ang self-proclaimed Princess si Valerie, ulitan-seryos-gakahadlukan ang “Mommy”-Artist nga si Charisse ulawon-hilum’2 lang ang athlete namo nga si Angel, hilumon kaaaaaaayo ang pang-cosplay nga si Vanessa, ulitan-shunga-maniwangkiwang ang taas kaayo ug buhok ang campus crush/PROM QUEEN nga si Jean, bisan sabaan-buang-larag ang small but BRAINY nga si Clyde, model-permi ga sawayon-tubagera-shunga pero pasensyosa kaayo nga siChristine, direct to the point- strong- shungahon ang bookworm/encyclopedia nga si Bianca, gagahon-manang-ulitan-dugayan ang Band Momma nga siShanelle, ulitan-shunga- samukan ang pinaka God-fearing nga si Apple, samuk-mapapel-echosera-babaon-shunga pero grabe ug sya najud ang pinaka sa pasensyosa sa section nga si Jessa, ug bisan pag ga tinga na ang exaggerated-laagan-defensive-shungahon pud ang First Lady ng RSHS nga siMary Antoinette ug bisan pa’g gubot kaayo mi permi, permi mi gakasab-an, pinaka gahi’g ulo mi sa batch, gasukol mi, gapasakayan ra namo among mga teachers, alas 10 na ga sulod sa skwelahan, gapanglayat pjud mi’s golden gate, permi mi 11th hour ga buhat ug project, mga tapulan mi ug bisan mga buang kaayo mi, LOVE jud kaaaaaaaaaaaaayo nku sila, SOBRA-SOBRA. I can’t afford not seeing them. I don’t even know if I can carry it on my own. I don’t know if I can accept it. And if I can, when? If only I could turn back time, I would. I would really cherish every moment while I’m with them. ‘Cause for sure, i’d really miss them. But maybe this really is life, some things or should I say everything changes either bad or good. I guess, I have to accept this challenge and patiently wait for my prize. For we might be separated by distance but I am sure that they’ll always stay in the deepest part of my heart. </3