#vrepitrambles

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I went through my old stuff because I was looking for an old post and it just... felt so nostalgic? XD Like I miss what my blog used to be but at the same time I think those times can't be replicated.

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It's 2023 and I still can't bark like a raptor

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I will never understand how I am the rude one for reacting to what NTs say instead of somehow parsing out what they actually meant which doesn't even have anything to do with what they said at all.

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Want to join some discords again. I left all the ones I used to be in when I dealt with my burn out stuff and stopped talking to a lot of people UnU

But am I really ready to be social again, even though I kind of miss it 🤔

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Occasionally I will go a few days where I'm feeling pretty alright and think "Hm... maybe I'm not autistic after all."

Then have a violent meltdown after grocery shopping like "ah yes, still autistic."

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I think from now on I will keep all a/b/o headcanons and stuff on my fanfic blog. Not because I don't like it as much anymore or anything but for a while I really lost the fun in it to the point I didn't even want to add the trope to my fics or continue the ones I've started (which is bad because 99% of what I write is a/b/o XD). So I'm merely curating my own experience so to speak.

I'll probably still post about nests and stuff occasionally, because I'm still a primal and a pet after all and my animal brain needs an outlet =w=

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Somehow I feel like I've gotten a lot uglier in the last couple of months 🤔

Maybe I'm just taking the wrong pictures but it's been kinda rough taking them at all...