I've seen a ton of kinsona drops lately, so it inspired me to finally do a layout of my own!
[Edit: I realized I didn't color in the thumb claw ToT]
This is me. This is "what I see in the mirror each day" as it says on the page. I would say that I have three forms in total, with a few constants with each one.
One, I am always masculine, no matter my shape. Two, my facial features are never 100%, and three, I never have pawpads on my front paws.
Ver. 1: A more humanoid vulpanthrope with little fur coverage (and noticeably, no fur plume), with prominent ears and a shorter mid length tail. This form is usually my day to day form, being very in tune with my instincts, capable of "human speak" and can communicate with animals. This is when I feel more connected to my therian side, nature and spirituality.
Ver. 2: This is my most feral and beastial form. In this form, I can be territorial, protective, aggressive and temperamental. Most of the time, it's when I'm on edge or in "survival mode". This version is where the heavy relation to lycanthropy comes in, with the themes of hunting, stalking, maiming, etc. I feel most connected to my cryptid, voidian and beastial side when like this.
Ver. 3: This is when I am, completely and wholly a fox. I *am* a silver fox in that moment. I feel particularly close and cuddly with my pack (beings I consider my friends and family). I love to play, wrestle, love bite, and give a lot of physical affection to closer ones. I love to vocalize, wag my tail, and run around due to energy bursts (or zoomies!).
I'm not sure what this third form looks like yet, as my envisage shifts and dreams are usually first person. I can't see my own body, but once I'm comfortable enough to move forward in my spiritual journey, I plan to learn about and exercise meditation and astral projection.
Anyways, thanks for listening to the ramble! Have fun and stay safe ^^
