I'll Find You In Every Universe
If you could visit yourself though alternate timelines, would you change anything? Would you compare yourself with the other you’s to see where you rank? Or would you completely ignore it in order to keep yourself mentally sane?
Personally, I’d make sure I was with her in every universe. If I wasn't, I’d make sure I was. Not because she needs me, but because a universe where I don't have her is one not worth existing.
Whatever form, whatever species, whatever time period, we were meant to be together. And that includes this one. It just sucks that now I have to learn necromancy.
Listen I know you think I’m a little unhinged but I've read enough fanfiction to understand that this was absolutely not the worst option. Some tags on 40E should not exist. Evanesce. Just thinking about it makes my back hurt. Thought that could but be due to how I’m sitting but the sentiment stands. The chairs here suck and this is the only place I can sit where the moonlight hits the paper enough where I can see what I’m drawing without my shadow blocking the paper.
“Hey Lyric, I’m just here to check your vitals and,” the nurse cut themselves off. Staring at me in disbelief and them in an 'I told you so' way that only older siblings and old married people can have.
“I told you they’d still be up. With their track record I didn’t even need to see into the future, I guess.”
“Well excuse me for thinking that a person could change.”
“You know better than me that no one changes that much in a week.”
Seeing the two in one bicker makes me even more confused on how they function. How can one argue with someone with the same mouth? Wouldn't they share vocal cords? Are their intestines blocked from each other with a wall? Where’s the other half of each of them? Honestly, I’m just glad it wasn't the CatDog method I thought the Lacunan people did.
I used this time to stealthily hide my drawings. Draw your girlfriend one time too many and suddenly ‘you’re having a psychotic break’ or something. God forbid a girl have a hobby. Listen, me and her are destined to be together and if I want to remember what she looks like, I have to keep drawing her.
Ophelia Chambers is the most beautiful being I have ever met in all my lifetimes. She’s perfectly feminine in any and every standard both physically and mentally. She has done and can do nothing wrong in my eyes, and any misdoing she has and will do has a reason and thus is not entirely her fault. Which basically means it was never her fault to begin with.
I have the softest of spots for that woman's deep brown almost black eyes, and specifically how she looks at me with them. They, and her smile, make me feel like I am just as important to her as she is to me. She has an amazing power with her words that make me feel as if she has seen, held, and kissed every atom in my body as though she picked them each herself.
I just wish I could have told her how much I truly love and adore her while she was breathing, but I will earn the power it takes to tell her while she can’t.
