#waffletalk

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Updating collective F/O list. Adding:

Pixy [Ace Combat 0] 🪽❤️

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somehow in the midst of my despair some other part of my brain where the f/os all live is able to do whatever this is

[rping by myself via tupperbox; the only real person here is me, gold-parker]

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Did this 'get to know my F/O' selfship template by @i-ate-pog for Protag. (:

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I'm opening the ask box here. Be nice.

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Updated the collective F/O list. Added:

Jay Merrick [Marble Hornets] 🧢🖤

Tim Wright [Marble Hornets] ⚠️❤️

The Trunk Buddies (Roger Cumstone, Jordan 'Jordie' Arseno, Caesar Bridges, Gavin Westover, Magdalena) [Glass Cannon Network’s ‘Get in the Trunk’] 🚘💚

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Updated collective F/O list! Added:

Protag, from Elevator Hitch! (✂️🤎)

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Updated our collective F/O list and added these three guys from LoadingReadyRun's ALIEN: Heat Death (aka the Laudomia Trio; they've been platonic F/Os of Wolf's for a while...)

Harris Schafer (📷💚)

Clinton Barker (🪐🧡)

Roman Moritaka (🚀💛)

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...Which of me am I? Am I me? The me I am, that same me I've always been...?

'Does it matter that much?'

'Of course it matters--!'

'Five, you're not helping. Waffle, whichever waffle you are, it's okay. You're you. It's okay to be a nebulous you. It makes sense even-- if you're you, great. If you're a different part... they're still you. Different cuts and angles."

I just...it feels so bad. If I'm wrong, and I don't exist, then I've been lying, I've been grieving selves that aren't gone!

'They're not gone either way, you know.'

...I know, Prime, it just is really scary.

'It's okay to be scared, waffles-- but we're here to help! We still love you, and that means all of you! It'll be okay.'

Maybe I'm just...depersonalized. Or something. I don't know. Too many variables.

'Again-- how much does it really matter?'

'If it matters to him, it's important, Three (which is what I was trying to say when you cut me off...)'

'Can't argue with you about that, actually. You're absolutely right...sorry for being dismissive. I just thought maybe the overall self thing might help.'

No, it does, a little. I just...

'Waffle-- you've got evidence you're you, right? Write it down. Make a list. Read over the information you gathered about yourself those first days. Do whatever works to ground into yourself.'

I...guess I forgot that was an option.

'That's why we're here! To remind you.'

Thanks, Four... all of you, thank you. I'll try to do what Parker said. I'm a little worried it won't work but I have to try.

(In all of this, I have to try.)