#wagh!!!!!

[pluralrorschach]

I LOVE LEARNING AND GROWING GOD IT FEELS GOOD!!!

[pulverization]

u dont know how badly i miss the structure and routine uni gives me but its also such a winlose situation.

win: i have a real structure to my days, wake up early, have so much time in the day for work, easier to build a routine when i have to be up every day

lose: NO FUCKING TIME FOR HOBBIES!!! the exhaustion of working hard 9 to 5 (usually earlier and later) doesnt even give me the energy to sit and watch a movie let alone draw/read/game/do anything else

sighing. kicking my feet. is this just life forever as an audhd person. like when i get a job (hopefully soon after i graduate) is this just how it is . will i ever adjust to life without losing all my energy and never having time to even sit down and read