afraid to close my eyes can when I leave reality I just enter a new nightmare every time waking up in tears after seeing myself die hurting inside knowing it never going to be alright going through the nights until I can't fight sleep in my body gives in as I entry me seeing myself end it all...as I watch myself do it over n over again feeling as if it is my fault that I go through this is it really what I do that makes me wake up in tears
mercedez garwood











