#waldenstationed

[hevives]

❛  why should i believe you now when you've told nothing but lies?  ❜ from @waldenstationed !

MURPHY HAD BEEN TO HELL , had felt what waits for him on the other side. it was pure desperation & fear that lead him along the path to immortality . . . one that left him worse off than before, leaving a path of betrayal in his wake.

raven was right; if hell was what he wanted to avoid, the answer was morality, not immortality. and now he had to help clean up their mess . . . maintain peace. the road out of hell was long, and murphy was just beginning.

there's a flash of guilt in murphy's eyes and a tension that settles in his jaw. ❛ i didn't know, ❜ he says. he still sees abby when he closes his eyes . . . the guilt a knife in his gut. ignorance didn't matter now, though. the truth of the matter was: he'd gotten her killed. just like his own father.

❛ i'm sorry. ❜ murphy breathes. ❛ believe me or don't . . . but i'm sorry, helo. ❜

[spacewa1k]

"What if they find you first? What then?"

SHE'S LUCKY SHE'S JUST SECURED THE BOMB IN HER BACKPACK, otherwise, the highly explosive material might have ended up on the floor and the grounders would have been the least of their problems. helo has taken a liking to her, she knows. she enjoys his company, as well. it had been a breath of fresh air in the clammy atmosphere of her tent. making bullet after bullet after bullet... it does little to compare to losing the person who once was her whole world. there was a time when he'd do everything to keep her safe. even suffering a sentence that would've killed her. now, he doesn't show the same guts when it would keep the entire camp safe.

whatever, she doesn't need him. it'd been easier to ignore helo, lie again, and sneak out of the camp. but the moment she turns, blood runs again from her nose. it doesn't stop her. " doesn't matter, " she snaps moving past him. it's more of a challenge to make it to the bridge in the first place. " the alternative is them coming to finish us off as soon as they cross the bridge while the whole damn camp is coughing blood. " finn is more worried about clarke, bellamy can't fucking take the shot. it's all up to her. same as always. " i have to do this. "