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Oh the noise I just made wasn't human.

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Haha I didn't know you liked Hitchiker's Guide.

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1-15 Asked by Sierra (30secondstonarnia)

If I mentioned you in question 13, I tagged you... so sorry for the confusion....

The person I like and why I like them. – The person shall remain nameless for obvious reasons. I just think she’s one of the kindest, most beautiful person I’ve met. When she smiles, it’s contagious. I get this bubbly feeling in my stomach and start giggling. She’s really funny and witty. I’m constantly surprised by the things she says. We’ve got a lot in common but I don’t think she knows I exist like that.

A famous person I’ve been compared to – One of my friends used to call me Rory Gilmore. She’s not really a celebrity but you know. I’d be interested to hear what others think on that. I’ve never really compared to a celebrity before.

5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex. – Anything I’m annoyed by isn’t really specific to any gender identity.

The best thing that has happened to me this week – I got to see Nikk and his mom last night. That was pretty awesome.

Weird things I do when I’m alone- Dance in front of the mirror with my pajamas and pretend I’m a rockstar.

How I’d spend ten thousand bucks – I’d probably put half of it towards starting up an LGBT youth group like Q Element… I miss it. And I’d put the rest towards my future children’s education.

Things I like and things I don’t like about the way I look. – I love my body. There are a few things I’m working on being more okay with but I’ve grown to love myself. I used to think I wasn’t worthy of anything good and that I was ugly and stupid… I now see my scars as battlescars, and I can now see that those things about myself that I thought were ugly are unique and beautiful.

My last night out in detail – Uh…. Out out? I went to this award ceremony for Pacific Business News magazine with my dad. He was being honored for a lifetime achievement award and I got to dress up. It was a red carpet event. I felt like a princess and we ate delicious food and I got to cheer on my dad. It was really fun.

Something that makes me sad when I think about it – College. And my parents. College is coming up so soon… I’m just afraid… and my parents are both very sick right now. At their age, I have a lot to be worried about. I just want them to be around long enough to see me get married and have kids… I want them to be around forever, you know?

Something I’ve lied about – My age…. I’m not going to be 18 until August 10th but I was playing that card for three years.

Would I rather be stranded on a desert island with someone I love for ten years or someone I hate for a month? explain why. – Someone I love for ten years. I don’t hate a lot of people but when I do, it’s because we’re extremely incompatible and we won’t get along no matter the situation. I think we’d probably die because we’d refuse to cooperate. Especially if it’s one of the two people I’m thinking of.

Something i’m currently worrying about – Oh god don’t even get me started. I worry about everything. My parents for their individual health reasons, the fact that I’ll be gone for three weeks, maintaining my relationships with my highschool friends, running into my birthdad when I’m at college, I haven’t packed yet, moving away from home in two months, starting college, forgetting to say the right thing all the time, a couple friends who have been fighting a lot lately over little things,

One person from tumblr I’d throw off a cliff, one I’d marry and one I’d fuck – WOAH. Throw off a cliff? Um… how about the Westboro Baptist Church… but that makes me just as bad as them… so maybe no one. Marry? Hmm…. A four way tie between Abby, Nikk, Alyssa, and Tara. They’re all just so fabulous (oh my god, Tara, if you’re reading this, I can’t say fabulous without laughing anymore)

Something I do without realizing it – Mumble. I mumble constantly… I don’t mean to. My braces just get in the way of me saying words clearly (excuses excuses excuses).

Lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood -

Got no feel, I got no rhythm  I just keep losing my beat  I'm ok, I'm alright  Ain't gonna face no defeat  I just gotta get out of this prison cell  Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!  Find me somebody to love  Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

"Somebody To Love" - Queen

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NIKK YOU BETTER BE UP BECAUSE THIS IS MAGICAL AND IF YOU ARE NOT UP CONSIDER THIS ME SCOLDING YOU FOR BEING A RESPONSIBLE ADULT WITH A JOB AT A TIME LIKE THIS.

You're getting a text now. at one in the morning.

I'm sorry if it annoys you but HOLY SHIT WHY ARE YOU NOT ONLINE