#wanderstiel

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No but thinking about Castiel and Dean laughing into each other's mouths and sharing breath and smiling against each other's lips is what fuels my soul.

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wanderstiel replied to your post: Sometimes I think about fallen!Castiel...

wow fuck you felicia

i'm so sorry laura but

dean would just always wait for those brief periods where cas would remember him and cas would apologize over and over but dean would just shush him and hold him as tight as possible because he'd never know when cas was going away again

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wanderstiel replied to your post “guys help what flower makes you think of cas the most? /why?”

violets often (also the flower in my tattoo) and here's why (one part) because all the different colors have different meaning which i think are really in touch with Cas ;U;

"Violet is the color of the humanitarian, using its better judgment to do good for others. Combining wisdom and power with sensitivity and humility"

yeaah i'm feeling that a lot ;u;

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guys help what flower makes you think of cas the most? /why?

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cas + nature → forests

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wanderstiel replied to your post:[[MOR] wanderstiel replied to your post: my...

same same same. i’m all to aware how bad this site is for me. i don’t have anything to give it either, and it has gotten too to the point where it doesn’t give nothing back to me, just takes away. SO why the hell do i come back here.

//nuzzles you//

i kind of stay for my friends on here at this point? and i do like running a blog, genuinely, just not all the baggage that comes with it. it's getting a little out of hand. and i do like the community for the most part, the encouragement of writing and artwork etc. but a lot of it just...there's something about it that always makes my anxiety go nuts.  idk

(i'll PM you if you wanna keep talking ;u;)

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wanderstiel replied to your post: my night class and my sorority event w...

laughs sadly feel you. i was yesterday night hellbent on deleting my blog when i wake up buT STILL HERE god i suck so much on so many levels

i was venting to one of my best friends last night and was like "i'm going to delete that fucking blog it's ruining my life" and he just goes "no you won't" and i'm like "i'm serious this time" and he's like "you say this like every week"

and HERE I AM

all joking aside it is kind of a horrible cycle and i wish i could get myself out of it.