I think it's funny how She only texts me when she's Fucked up. She must think that I'm Fucked up Then. Best friend is a term I seem to only get attached to Just before she sweeps the rug out From underneath Fucked up Me. Listen, I know I have problems. Listen, I know I lie to smooth things over. Listen, I know sometimes I just don't call but All of that is just me. I am a sometimes shitty person (A sometimes shitty friend) But that doesn't mean I am Fucked up. That doesn't mean you have to leave. Oh, how quickly I fall into the same trap. How quickly I forget-- People are temporary. Best friends are temporary. Forever is temporary. The wounds are even temporary. But I scar up after and the scars Are not. The scars still twitch even after Departing footsteps Cannot be heard. Fucked up.