I’ve fallen behind on drafts and that gives me anxiety. I open them, knowing I need to catch up, and get more anxiety.
My writing is all over the place right now and seems so....awful compared to how it normally is STRENGTHENING MY ANXIETY.
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I’ve fallen behind on drafts and that gives me anxiety. I open them, knowing I need to catch up, and get more anxiety.
My writing is all over the place right now and seems so....awful compared to how it normally is STRENGTHENING MY ANXIETY.
Open hotel room door; see this; wat do? #watdo https://www.instagram.com/p/ByOnTlSh_7l/?igshid=174ez0whubv5d
#cooking #housewife #korma #rice #veggies #idk #watdo #basedgod
[ tfw you feel like you should drop some threads but don’t want to bc you want to continue all the threads you’ve got stowed away. The conflict is real. ]
Writing is hard.
Holy Shits
Uh, how do tumblr. Wat do?
Oh shitshitshit! Ventilation time.
Yesterday I woke up to a facebookmessage from my best friend starting with “I’ve tried to talk about this for a while now...”. That was all i could read in the notification before actually opening the message.
Soo, with my awful brain I automatically assumed they were gonna tell me they were depressed, suicidal, terminally ill, thinking about dropping uni (we’re in the same class) or something else horrible. Because that’s who I am, I always assume the worst news when someone says they have something to tell me.
But, I was wrong. They told me they were in love with me!
Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m so happy they aren’t dying but I don’t feel the same way and I told them and now it’s awkward as hell between us!
I’ve told them about my sexual encounters and crushes over the last months! I had no idea it might hurt them! Fuck!
I don’t want to lose them as a friend! What the fuck to do?
We were planning to move in together! And I still really want. But I also really want to meet someone and be able to bring them home without feeling guilty about it!
Fuck!
(ErchrisMemesHard) a bunch of trash i made, and i love it.