Origin Story of this Bullshit Blog
So first post by the Wayward Idiot and its going to be about why this shit even exists in the ball of fuck that is the internet.
This year didn’t start of very well. Anyone who has wished me a Happy New Year clearly didn’t wish, pray or hope hard enough. Now I’m not blaming other people for the shit that went down, I’m just being an asshole. “What happened in the beginning of this year, Idiot?” you ask. Lets just say that someone will no longer be in my life and I had to go to a funeral. Happy Fucking New Year, bitches.
Let’s talk about the man who passed away shall we? He was older than me by 23 years or so and he made someone important to me very happy. He had things going for him. He had a woman that he loved, bought a boat, and he was going to be engaged if the other person said yes. Where am I getting at here? He lived life more in the past year or so that I knew him than my entire 19 years of life.
Getting onto the real reason on why this shit exists. In all honesty I barely know why I’m spilling my guts on the internet. Could be that I just love attention. This could be my foolproof plan of getting everyone to notice me. Could be my way of grieving. That telling the whole fucking world about my so called problems is somewhat therapeutic. Take a pick. Point is, this shit is up there. Deal with it
Now for those of you who really suck at maths, the man was in his early 40′s. God didn’t want to tell me that life can be unexpectedly short. Nah, he fucking slapped me in the face with it and continued to fuck me with it. I think I got the message. But the really fucked up thing is that my old habits are trying to fight back. Old habits being that I’m a lazy piece of shit who is wasting his life doing jack shit. This is me trying to do something. It’s not much but fuck you, it’s a step forward. Even if the step is only an inch in length.
So there you go. After this I’m gonna write whatever the fuck is on my mind. Could be me rambling. Could be me trying poetry. Could be a short story. Could be anything. I’ll see you lot later.
Wayward Idiot.
