All I can say is that Steel is such a masterful character that it's hard not to love her. For me, at least, she has remained my favorite character because of just how right she thinks she is.
She believes everything she is doing with such conviction that it has you doubting yourself. She's not a liar, but that justification machine is working triple time to make everything she believes a truth.
I can't stop thinking about her wondering why love wasn't enough to change her. How come everyone else she loves and cares for is suddenly different after experiencing love except her.
How come the citadel was able to break her but not them. It must be that they're wrong, and she's right. That they're broken and need to be fixed. It's the only way any of this makes sense.
She is so tragic and broken and thinks love and power are one. I am constantly thinking about when Brennan said that Control is love to Suvi because, if it's not, how does Suvi reckon with the fact that her mom is giving her orders.
As someone with a commonplace journal, I have collected many quotes from wbn. Here are my top 10. These are the quotes that have had the most impact on me and really made me reflect on not only the story & characters, but also, myself.
1-10 with 10 being my favorite.
I'd love to hear what everyone else’s favorite quotes are!
Obvious spoilers ahead
Ep. 49, Brennan as Steel - “There are hard costs to pay. There are costs that break your fucking heart. There are costs that make people think you’re a monster and the kindest thing I do, is I pay those costs so that other people don’t have to. And I’ll keep doing it as long as I have to because I believe in this and us.”
Ep. 9, Brennan as Steel - “A part of me worries that maybe you took matters into your own hands to prove something that no one has ever doubted. You think we doubt you and we don’t but there’s something you’re trying to demonstrate and I don’t know why.”
Ep. 44, Erica as Ame - “I’m not kind because that’s how I was born when I was little. I’m kind because every day I choose not to be wicked.”
Ep. 33, Aabria as Suvi - “I don’t know the right thing to do. If I know, I’ll do it.”
Ep. 33, Brennan as Mirara “I am not a bad witch. I am not wicked. I am not cruel. I observe and hold my station. And though many mortals dare not look upon and see me.”
Children’s adventures, Lou as Eursulon “I want this. I want the way people look at him.”
Ep. 21 Brennan, “You’ve been here for less than 48 hours and your witchy instincts already have so many treasures to your name. Given 40 years, what will your cottage look like? So much of grandma Ren begins to make sense. Look at all the treasures the world has to offer. And what if, in many decades from now, a little child runs through the attic with their friends and finds a series of strange little poems and a strange gem like bug in a cage in an attic somewhere and will they know this story.
Ep. 46, Aabria & Erica as Suvi and Ame - Suvi: “But we always find our way back.” Ame: “I’ll always find my way back to you suvi.” Suvi: “You’ll never be rid of me. That’s what true friend means.”
Ep. 46 Brennan - “You feel changed. To even become aware of who you really are is a form of change. Maybe the most potent because it's not really a transformation. The greatest change is actually catching up with yourself. Realizing who you’ve been.”
Ep. 49, Lou as Eursulon - “Our world is scary and filled with people who do not understand each other. Who do not understand me. Who do not understand you. I wish for other means to deal with those people but in certain times and moments, yes, we must fight, but it is never the ideal.”