Best Friend Nick
since I posted about best friend nick saying “I wouldn't even need a corn chip” there was a comment saying “marry nick, he seems fun” and he is fun I love him but im not in love with him however we did date once he was actually my first boyfriend and my mom made me break up with him bc she didn't want me to have a boyfriend going into high school which I think was just a stupid excuse to get me to not be dating at 14 but whatever we almost got back together later that year but I kinda liked another guy too and I didn't want to date nick but have feelings for this other guy bc it wouldn't be fair to nick and I told him that and he was cool about it and weve been best friends since but last year we went to junior prom together and afterwards he asked me like out again ig and I said I preferred us as friends bc its weird for me to think of us doing anything like a hug or maybe a kiss on the cheek were cool that's all cool but nothing more that's just weird for me but a few months later he met this girl and they've been dating for four months now and theyre super cute together
also I told him once I think hes my soulmate bc I have this idea on soulmates and I don't believe they have to be romantic just that they complete you and he said I was crazy and I had to go to sleep
also also a few months before junior prom I went to winter ball with my friend calvin and he had asked me out and I didn't want to date him but I have problems with letting people down so I said yes and immediately after getting home I called nick to help me sort it out and he did and calvin ended up dating this girl cary a little while later and they dated for like over a year before he broke up with her but anyway that phone call with nick lasted real long and it was either a six hour call or it ended at six am but either way it was just after winter ball so id been dancing for like three hours or whatever and I have this bad habit of not eating much of anything the day of a dance (its not even on purpose it just always seems to happen) so I wasn't really in like good condition and ngl I don't remember much of that conversation bc of all that but I remember laughing at like everything either one of us said and I told him I loved him bc I do we just have different ideas of love bc his “I love you” is my “im in love with you” so he said “no you don't” and told me to go to sleep and I said “do you think ill remember this in the morning” and he goes this fucker goes “good point, probably not” and fucking hangs up on me and its the only damn thing I fully remember and I feel asleep like two minutes later if that so fuck nick but I love him
