Jun 17, 2021
I'm not sure what's really anymore. As much as I try, I just don't want to do anything..just keep waiting for some accident and I'll be gone.
I'm just tired.
I'm trying to be responsible and an adult, take care of things already but it's overwhelming and I just want to stay numb.
There's just so many thoughts in my head. I can't stop drinking on my days off. Like I just want to be drunk all day...
Who's the pilot because I think we're incredibly lost
So lost.