So after I made this blog back in December I almost instantly fell off board and began smoking weed. Nothing has changed. It's as if I just made this blog yesterday and I read the date and says "December 2011"; it's shocking.
I'm able to access tumblr and the forum I go to for help and advice through my phone, which I almost always have me (Lie: I never have it on me - its one of my new goals to keep it on me).
My ultimate goal with the social networking, is to post weekly updates on the forum, and for this tumblr to be my more personal space with daily/hourly/every damn second updates.
This is going to be hard, but I've completely lost myself. Change doesn't need to happen - it's going to happen.
My weed quitting journey starts today.