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i think i will purposely let the timer go out so i can see the characters’ reactions
02/26/15
I had a really great therapy session today. There has been significant mental growth that’s happened since my huge downfall freshman year at Rutgers. I went from hating myself & everything about my life to learning to love myself in the moment. I never thought I would be able to talk to a therapist about more than just my shallow feelings. Even though I have a lot more improvements to make with expressing my feelings in a proactive way, my attitude & outlook on everything is healthier. I finally am comfortable facing that I am bipolar & suffer from severe anxiety. For the longest time I didn’t want to be labeled as something I once viewed as a handicap, but over time I learned that being bipolar doesn’t define who I am as a person. I’m not worthless or incapable of living life how I want to. It’s not embarrassing that I suffered serious depression freshman year at Rutgers because mental health is important, & I can’t even believe that it got to that point. I am so proud of myself that I am in the place I am now, & hope to keep the positivity going.
Watching my twin happily put make-up on his male Qunari character in DAI xD He likes the race cause they're 'Horny' Well then... welcome to the Dragon Age world.
Lunch at home. Twin is replaying AC2 and he's just getting the broken Hidden Blade fixed by Leonardo... I AM GONNA BE LATE FOR WORK JUST WATCHING THIS EZIO'S SO CUUUTE THEY'RE SO CUUUTE
"Shh, c’mere…" jaydick.
Title: KleenexRating: TPairing: JayDick ______________________
The nightmares don't fade. Dick knows that because he still hears the snapping of the ropes like a crack of a whip, still sees his parents smack the sand like shattering glass. He knows Jason can still feel his bone breaks beneath the crowbar. He knows Jason still bleeds inside because he had bled and his blood stained the floor like his parents stained the sand.
The nightmares are a reoccurring thing nowadays—ever since he admitted to himself he was wholly and hopelessly in love. Therefore, he shouldn't be surprised when he dreams of his parents falling, Jason right after them. He always tries to leap after the younger. He can hardly live in a world without his parents, but he won't live in one without Jason—not again. So, when something is keeping him from jumping after the younger man, he's quite upset.
“Fuck!" Jason's shout wakes him up.
"Jay?" He is startled awake, bewildered until he sees his lover sitting up, pinching his nose as a stream of crimson flows down his forearm. "Are you okay?!"
"You fuckin' socked me in the nose! I was just trying to wake you up—ow." Jason pulled his hand away, hissing, to inspect the blood on his fingers.
"I'll get you some tissues, hold on." He gets up, aware of the warm wetness on his cheeks. His wobbly legs carry him to the adjacent bathroom where he grabs and returns with the tissue box.
He quickly wipes his face dry on his forearm, though there is no doubt Jason has already seen his tears. The aforementioned man is tilting his head back, the pad of his thumb covering a nostril, but his face is already smeared with blood.
"Here, let me." He sits down beside the younger, and dabs a ball of several tissues around Jason's nose and chin, wiping the crimson blood away until he notices the antihero’s stare. "What?"
"On a scale of ‘faked it’ to ‘got fucked your brains out’, how wicked was that sex dream?" Jason grins like the devil and all Dick can do it shake his head. He knows the antihero only wishes to ease his tension. "Honestly, you can tell me how much of an amazing sex god I am."
"You're an ass. And honestly, how do you know it was with you?" Dick puts on a smile to match Jason’s as the younger fakes a gasp, discarding the red soaked tissues on the bed.
"You were moaning my name. So, you were either dreaming about the sex we just had, or…" Jason drifts off, leaving space for Dick to fill in.
He slaps Jason's chest with the back of his hand before taking another Kleenex to roll up, and perhaps to distract himself with. "No, I wasn't having a wicked awesome sex dream." Swallowing the hard lump in his throat, he rolls the tip of the Kleenex with nimble fingers and turns to Jason, slowly plugging his bloody nose.
The larger man gently prods his nose with a thoughtful frown. "So…"
"Yeah," he sighs. Jason knows what he means."It's fine. I just… You…and my parents and…"
"Oh… Hey, I'll go make—"
"Don't leave." Releasing a breath, Dick grasps Jason's elbow the moment the younger begins to stand. "I… Sorry."
"Shh…" The antihero lifts his arm out of Dick's hold, rather settling it around his waist and tugging the elder close. "C'mere."
The effect is immediate, and he is in Jason's lap, curled up against his torso. Surprisingly, Jason doesn't push him away or tell him off. It's quite amazing to him that the younger has stayed at all, let alone this long. Jason is usually the first to take off before things get emotional or too talky—which is fine, of course. He doesn't feel like talking tonight.
[[ After spending more than 12 hours at school I have arrived and I can finally get to the Team Battles and replies!!! > v < ~~ ]]
i'm not really going to be here-
from today, to saturday. if you're lucky, then i'll keep in contact with you. sorry but- i need a break from certain people, as much as they probably need a break from me. the people i've already told about my trip- then i'm definitely keeping in touch with you. anyone else? well, who knows.