[ id: a drawing of Niki and HiMERU in their winter casual outfits. HiMERU is leaned forward to kiss Niki, but their hand is over Niki's mouth for a contact-less kiss. They also have their other hand gripping Niki's shoulder, holding him close. Niki's eyes are wide in shock. end id]
if your lips dont touch its not gay right
+ bonus under readmore
[ id: a sketch of HiMERU and Niki. they're faced away from each other, saying / thinking opposing things. HiMERU is tucking their hair back while speaking. Niki is hunched slightly with a hand over his mouth, blushing.
HiMERU says: At the present moment, HiMERU-- "I" cannot jeopardize "my" career and unfortunately cannot reciprocate Shiina's feelings, but... "I" would like to make "my" feelings for Shiina known. Though we cannot place our personal feelings over that of our fans', "I" want Shiina to be aware of "my" feelings... That's all. Otherwise, that meant nothing.
Niki thinks: HOW DO I GET THEM TO DO THAT AGAIN. ON THE LIPS.
tfw you write a massive new chapter for your WIP before getting the best idea for another thing that has to happen before then and now you have almost 20k sitting on your puter to be edited and you're still adding to it aaaaaaaahhhhh.
Anyway yes this is about A pain that I'm used to and there should be a chapter in the next few days ❤️