Week 5 Reflection
So it is coming up to the time frame where it’s going to be a week before the exam. Emotions are a little tense, but it’s not an unfamiliar feeling. I actually would like to flip switches.
I think school is interesting because I have friends, I have my roommates, but I still don’t know if I’ve found my niche. My roommates are kind of my people right now, but at the same time I feel like they’re not.
I’m a rather terrible person in regards to being able to explain the feels (hence Daria) - but I’m trying.
It might be... that I’ve found my way into this new hallway / door, but I’m still doing the niceties. I’m still doing that weird arm dance where idk wtf to do with my hands, why are these things even a part of my body. I know I need to enjoy the process, but I want to just... feel like I’m settled already. I think I’m realizing that as much as I like change and new things, I like some kind of familiarity and sense of comfortableness. As much as there’s a part of me that loves to destroy things, I kind of want to keep some of the things that made me happy to continue to make me happy. Being a human is annoying.
Hope everyone else having feelings filled Sunday are taking care of themselves today!
Remember - you’re doing the best you can, you’re enough, and life is too short to not pay to get rid of ads as you’re listening to music.