weekly reading, december 20 thru december 26
yall, I’ve officially reached the “do not give a damn” point of the reading year. and I keep putting books I don’t really want to read on my weekly stack. so it’s just going to be pretty loose this week and next.
last week, I DNF’d a bunch of stuff and finished black sun by rebecca roanhorse. it was a little bit of a letdown after trail of lightning, but I’ll still read the sequels when they come out, if just for xiala, who is, if a little sex-obsessed, still a very solid character.
gosh dang I am going to finish the fires of vesuvius this week. it’ll be a sit-your-butt-in-the-chair-and-read challenge but I’ve got to get it done.
cemetery boys by aiden thomas. the first chapter isn’t particularly convincing, writing style-wise, but I’m going to give it a shot anyway.
race the sands by sarah beth durst still. maybe. probably.
this is how you lose the time war by amal el-mohtar and max gladstone. I don’t know at all what’s going on in this weird book but I’ll also give it a shot, because it seems charming in an obnoxious, pretentious way.
I also started tiny nightmares, an anthology of short-short horror stories. usually I don’t enjoy either horror or short stories, but I do like short-short stories, and horror imho is best enjoyed in small bites.
beyond that, I still have to finish the oxford american volume, and I have master of one by danielle bennett and jaida jones and over the woodward wall by seanan mcguire as my last library books. my luck for picking up books I actually want to finish is dwindling at an alarming rate so... we’ll see which books I actually give a chance past the 10% mark.
good grief. I also have axiom’s end by lindsey ellis and harrow the ninth by tamsin muir left to read, too. and there are just 11 days left in the month/year. tiny nightmares indeed.
since late october I’ve been having a writer’s crisis and decided to quit or at least phase out of writing. that was a whole week and I didn’t want to get out of bed and I was late for work both days I actually had to go into the office. I finally nutted up and talked to a friend about it, though, and they’ve got me thinking about why I was having such a bad relationship with the whole thing in the first place. I’m still taking a break from writing, probably for the rest of this year, and go back in in '21. forcing myself to Not Be A Writer has been both very relaxing and very painful, because I get a lot of my self-worth from writing for people, but in a year like this I was getting no feedback validation anyway, so I think it’ll be good for me to step back and recharge my batteries and realign my hunger for the craft. it’d be great if I could think about writing again without wanting to put my face through some glass pane of some sort.
sorry for the weird tone! it’s late and I should have gone to bed an hour ago when I felt myself get kind of nihilistic! check back in soon, and in the meantime, enjoy my new char/story/setting vibe tags <3