Weekly feels, or should I say monthly feels? A giant determination and slow and sneaky sabotagers are the star of this weekly feels. A lot of people see the brighter picture and that’s great, but sometimes it feels like I have a shadow that follows me and tells me “You REALLY think that you can do this? Haha. No.” So now you can see what you don’t see often. To be completely honest here, I’m not focused, I’m just wandering around, never good enough, but I know what I want, and I’m here to build it, I’m here to learn and grow and change.
Do you ever feel like your days are from that Groundhog day movie? Well, I do. And now I want to change that. Maybe I’m overreacting but I don’t care. I know what I want, but I have to be patient to get it. And that patience, oh wow, I don’t have it anymore. I need to learn how to get it back.
