Jun 16, 2023
so i ended up working on my abandoned writing blog all day. cleaned out a ton of old stuff but also edited/revised a few things, i even picked out a few uni essays that i want to post eventually but omg. i just cannot bring myself to make the site public. literally a stomach turning-thought. i started that blog nearly THREE YEARS AGO!!! early 2021!!! SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE i never!!! ever!!! ever ever ever ever!!!! ever show my shit to anyone!!! and i was hoping!! that this might help me!!! get used to the thought!!! of having!!! a (potential) audience!!! i guess!!! but its just been on private all this time and like... yeah. ughhhhhhhhhhhhh
