#weight gain stuff

[elazul-sasayaki]

Mmm... Things have been decent recently, it seems...

I am (even if only temporarily) back up to about 250lbs.

~w~

Just another 50 to go to get back to my old highest.

[hiirorida-blog]

{Seriously though.

Chubby/heavy characters are so cute

we need more of them

talk to me about chubby/fat yumoto}

[speedlimit15]

it's going to be even worse once it's visible and im not able to hide it even with baggy clothing

i doubt i'll leave my house

i fucking hate myself so much and i hate knowing people will look at me and be disgusted by me and i hate being responsible for another being and i hate not being able to control the size of my body

i have this irrational fear of weight gain and i cry about it every night and no matter how many people tell me im pretty or whatever im just

terrified of myself and my body and everyone around me and one of my friends has actually said to my face she wont want to associate with me when im visibly pregnant

i feel so trapped and scared and i hate everything and i just want to die