#weird situations

[marisashorror]

Feeling like theres something about me that attracts negative or like..aggressive people? Like something in how I look or act just invites problematic people to want to be my friend and I don't realize theyre toxic until Im stuck in that friend group. But once it becomes clear what theyre like I know that trying to confront them about it would be a bad idea, because theyll always escalate things further than I would.

So I have to pretend everything is fine, because letting on that im intimidated by them would be a bad idea. And now, whenever I meet new people Im hesitant to get friendly because what if theyre another one of That Type of person?

[mizuqueer]

huh...

Hmmm... where does this feeling of déjà-vu come from...

I keep wondering wondering.

@lil-gae-disaster, @half-eaten-baguetteee

[whaleiumsharkspeare]

Me: *watching a Disney Channel original movie on Disney+ with my sleeping dog on my lap*

The painters my mom hired to come repaint our cabinets: *show up*

Me: Hiya.

[mythomagically-delicious]

Once at a high school boy's tennis meet (I was a team manager) it was absolutely freezing. Like, it was maybe 40 degrees out there. The players are dying even as they're sweating. I had worn like 8 layers bc I knew I wouldn't be moving around so much. But one player, Jared, he'd worn like, shorts and a t shirt with a jacket. He was freezing. Unsure of how else to help, I offered him the leggings I was wearing below my jeans below my sweat pants, and he agreed. I went to the van to change. Jared wore my thick, warm leggings under his shorts. I ended up trading my flowy jacket for Charlie's letter jacket, because it was easier to move in. I gave my head warmer band to Miles and my left glove to Grant because he'd lost one of his. I gave Andy my extra jacket bc he didn't bring one. It was an interesting day. Andy's mom before hand asked if I was Miles' mom. I honestly had no response to that. At all. (I was a senior, these guys were sophomores...what??) It was a long, cold day. But worth it.

[dreamingwithmendes-blog]

I never thought I would be waxing listening to Shawn Mendes 😂😂

[obscure-moon]

plan to manipulate a certain situation for one week; gaslight elderly people and young kids; pretend to know nothing, see nothing and not existing; teach high-school physics and help my classmates so that they don't get fucked on next week's test; produce chlorine gas and make a recipe on how to produce a molotov coktail full of homemade napalm and diesel: ok, easy peasy

therapy a.k.a. mandatory mental evaluation: THIS IS NOT OK, GET ME OUT OF HERE, DAD COME PICK ME UP

[angelicgaming1007]

You know what sucks?

I go to reblog some amazing art only to find out its from that one artist on tumblr who has me blocked for literally no damn reason. Never talked to them, never gotten in fights with someone on here besides anons that harass me, Never posted anything controversial, never interacted with them, literally dont know them outside of their art. They just blocked me forever ago. Sucks bc they are a good astarion artist and keep popping up on friends blogs or mutuals blogs and I keep trying to reblog and like their stuff only to be like "oh its them again"

Its pain- bc they did batstarion and I wanted to reblog so bad but I can't. They didnt block my friends who HAVE gotten into fandom fights. They dont block any specific side of the fandom, I dont post anything EXCEPT BG3 99% (which is 99% Astarion) of the time the other 1% of the time its memes or autism stuff or the random personal vent bc life can suck. so I have no idea why they specifically took the time to block me.

I can only speculate why they blocked me. 1. Maybe I post too much 2. Maybe Its because im so "violent" over bg3 talking about murdering the grove? I've had a few people get offended over that idk why. Like its fun to play an evil bastard in a video game. 3. Maybe because I posted my tavs maybe they despise OC posting. 4. Maybe bc I reblog gortash or raphael or some other character that isn't as popular as the main group and they just aren't interested? idk 5. Some of my friends suggested maybe they thought I was someone else and blocked the wrong person 6. Perhaps they thought I was a bot because I spam like and spam reblog without adding new tags. (I think its redundant to readd the same tags so I simply dont and have nothing else to tag with)

Still it sucks to be blocked in the creative circles when literally all I want to do is support artists and enjoy viewing beautiful art and writing. Especially since I USED to be able to access their page, USED to follow them, USED to like and reblog their art and now the reblogs and likes I made before, dont even exist on my profile anymore. Personally the only people I block is ones I know wont ever interact with my content bc theirs is vastly different such as anyone political thats reblogged or people who are overly aggressive attacking fans for literally no reason. So I really dont get it.

Its mildly annoying though since they are everywhere EVERYWHERE bc they are popular and I can't even LIKE their art and I haven't done sh*t all to them EVER.

[dingus0401]