#weirdnsilly

[weirdnsilly]

I’ll see you again.

[weirdnsilly]

Moving on...

I have just closed a chapter in my life and I’m learning to move on alone. Though I’m still coping, I feel the brightness of what the future will bring. The many adventures to be had.

[weirdnsilly]

I wish things are different. I wish I’m happier. I wish I can do better at school. I wish I can travel alone. I wish you will call me. I wish I can see you on my birthday. I wish. I wish. I wish. They just never come true. Ever

[weirdnsilly]

No expectations, no disappointments.

[weirdnsilly]

What runs through someone's mind really boggles me. I ran through every possibilities and scenarios in my head of what they could be thinking. All the might be and could be are all uncertainties that are tearing little pieces from my heart. 

Only time will tell if there is a will be.

[weirdnsilly]

11 quenstions, 11 lengthy answers

Tagged by icedrifter

by lyra-rose

1: Always post the rules.

2: Answer my questions and ask 11 new questions.

3: Tag 11 blogs and link them below.

4: Tell the blogs they are tagged

Do you practice any sport?

Nope. I have to admit, I was never the athletic type and I doubt I ever will be. It was only in the recent years that I’ve been running a few times in a week, but that was only to keep fit. 

Would you like to get married some day?

Yes. Even though I want to get married, I never really planned on what I’m going to do to achieve that. I never intentionally decide to expand on my social circles to get to know more people, neither have I dreamt about having a princess fairy tale wedding. Rather I have spent time thinking about what I’m going to do if I remain an old spinster. Pitiful? I don’t feel that way about it. It’s just a precautionary measure. On a side note, I’m 20 going on 21. I don’t want to put pressure on my relationship. At the moment, as long as we’re happy together, it’s enough for me.

What is the thing you love the most in your family, and what’s the one you hate?

I love them because everyone is ready to help when you need them to. I hate the trait of stubbornness that seems to run in the family. It creates tension that sometimes to me, it really feels toxic.

Do you have a good relationship with your friends?

I would say a fair one. We hangout, have fun and be goofy. Though I’m usually the quiet and restrained one. It’s not that I’m not comfortable or unsociable. In fact I prefer to listen and think of a thorough response to a question or a conversation before I speak. This is because my first response or reaction will always be something that I think is funny or is irrelevant to the topic. Somehow, my friends don’t necessarily share my humour. Which I think is a pity. Then again not many individuals do.

What’s the one thing you have never told nobody, not even your best friend, and why?

At the moment, I can’t think of any. Most of the time, I’m an open book, I do share the joyous events that have occurred. Spreading the joy is a fantastic feeling. If I do have something I never talked about, it won’t be something I want to share here. I doubt it’s something I will ever tell anyone. But I can say why, I’m afraid. I’m afraid people will judge me. It’s not that what I have kept from them is a hideous secret. I just don’t think can endure the judgements people make before they truly understand, that is if they ever do.

Do you love nature and animals?

Hell yes I do! I love to go to the park near my house that’s very near the sea to enjoy the breeze, and the peace and quiet. It really refreshes my mind and gives me a new perspective about things. Animals, I adore them. I would say to a greater extend, I respect them. This respect stems not from the fear that some of the animals can kill me, however from their uniqueness. All creatures have a special place in the ecosystem that balances it and creates a beautiful and sustainable harmony. Though there are some like cockroaches and mosquitoes, I really do not understand their purpose in life other than to crawl around in trash and to suck our blood while leaving behind itchy little bumps.

Do you like karaoke?

Fairly neutral about it and I acknowledge the fact that I can’t sing well and sound horrible when I sing.

Are you religious?

Depends on when, where and how you view it. I’m born in a Buddhist family, but I’m not a firm or a strict follower. I am open to ideas and beliefs of other religions. I don’t believe that there’s a ‘right’ religion that everyone should subscribe to. This is because at the very core of religion, people are taught key morals and values that are very similar across all religions. On a superficial or surface level, I’m not a very religious individual. In the event that I have to identify my religion, it would be Buddhism. The very core of Buddhism resonates with me. One thing would be to think freely and deeply in order to understand the things around you. Another would be to find a balance in life, living a life of extremes cannot and will not help you achieve your goals. Extremes can sometimes hinder you in means of your health or mental state. In core, I seem like a religious individual as I firmly believe the above mentioned ideals.

Have you ever eaten something that really sucked?

Not to the extent that the item cannot be stomach. The items merely don’t appeal to my palate or are not cooked to my liking. Lady’s fingers, they are slimmy and gross. Yet there are people that love them. I hate them.

What’s your favourite dessert?

Mango pudding. Heavenly, delectable and creamy confection.

Where would you like to spend your next holiday?

One of the European or Nordic countries. My next school break will be in June. It’s going to be bloody warm in Singapore. Just want to find somewhere to escape the heat.

I know I'm suppose to post 11 questions and tag people, but I have decided to leave this as an open thing. If anyone wants to answer my questions...feel free:D

1)Would you rather freeze to death or melt in the heat?

2) What is your favorite TV show and why?

3) Do you know any of your followers personally? If no, would you want to?

4) What/who can't you live without (be it an animate or inanimate object)? Why?

5) Is the street/local food in your country good? Name some please:D (Would very much want to travel there and try some)

6) What there any chores in daily life that you hate to do the most?

7) If you are animal in the animal kingdom, which one will you be?

8) Favorite singer/group?

9) Would you rather watch a horror movie or a movie full of blood and gore(ie. supernatural scares vs. violence)?

10) The last country you went to on a holiday? love it/hate it? why?

11) Love kids or hate them? Why?

[weirdnsilly]

I like to think that Kimi's absence today is because of the fact that he is totally jealous/angry that Heikki and Seb got a matchy matchy couple wear going on... 

[ecargnogn]

Happy Birthday! You’ll always be my BFF!