#welcome 2014

[cadencewishes2]

Day 30 🎄

| merry christmas! ;D

[12thperigeeball]

Possibly hours before the doors even opened, a line had formed outside the big building. Trolls are talking, laughing and blushing around you as they stand with their dates. Others seem nervous.

When the huge doors finally open a murmur spread through the crowd and everyone turns silent, moving towards the opening with excitement and expectation.

When it's finally your turn to enter the building, butlers and maids are quick to help you with your jacket and bags, putting it all away for you in a wardrobe. You see guards too, standing tall as they look over the crowd, making sure nobody brings weapons or are drunk.

Soon you move through the second door, leading into the huge ballroom. The host himself, Zamiir, stands there, and he smiles, shaking your hand.

"Welcome to the ball of 12th perigee eve, I hope you all have an amazing night." He says, and you continue inside.

It’s like stepping into another world, as if it's taken from one of those 12th perigee movies you’re fed with every sweep, decorated all the way up to the roof. There are trolls in beautiful suits and dresses, music playing, dancing and laughter. You see trolls of all castes speaking, almost as if they were all, only for this night, equals...

There will be a big dinner later, but even now there are baked goods and refreshments out as well as drinks on the tables and servants walking around. You’re pretty sure that you even see one or two - maybe more - celebrities in the crowd.

On one of the walls, framed photographs of the Ball's King and Queen nominees hang, just above a voting box.

What will you do?

[faithliesinashes]

GENERIC NEW YEARS ANNOUNCEMENT

Honestly though, I hope everyone has welcome in the new year (or not) with lots of whatever it is you do. 

2013 highlights:

*crickets chirp in the distance*

Honestly my year wasn't all that great, and I'd rather leave everything behind me. 

Hopes for 2014: 

Do really well at uni, average a distinction average. 

OMFG LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND IN MY DRAFTS! 

[playadeeo-blog]

Love has more forms than one. That I have learned.

I first fell in love, when I was 12. And he was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. He's look made me weak in the knees and red in the face. I was utterly in love with him. Everything inch of him. They say it only happens once in life, that you find someone like that. He killed himself, when he was 14. I lost hope of ever finding someone like him again. Someone who would tickle my fancy like he did.

I'm now 19 and have been in 2 relationships. I clearly made compromises, because I had forever lost what I wanted the most. I settled.. for something that was not a 110%. I started the first one, because I had found someone, who truly loved me. I needed that love, I needed to give and I needed to receive. I craved that love so much. I wished for love to find me every time I thought I saw a falling star. (Stupid I know.) I had never felt like I felt back then, it was all new and exciting. I wanted to experience everything, I wanted to learn and I wanted to explore. And that is what I did. I was so innocent. There was a lost of lust in that relationship.

The second one started from a friendship that had developed too far. I'm not even sure he really loved me. I just trusted him too easily. It developed into a story I now cannot believe is a part of my life. He lied to me about his name, education, work. I was shocked. I was lost. It will soon be 6 months since that relationship ended. He only stopped sending creepy messages in late-December, because I changed my phone number and blocked him in all sorts of social-networking sites and filed a police report against him, after he started leaving stuff for me behind my door. Weird fact we met on Friday 13th, I guess you have to be superstitious after all. I have no feelings for that cunt whatsoever. Except a regret for the time I lost from my life by spending it with him. Did I love him? I did, but only as a friend, all I knew of him was lies, so I'm not even sure that the feeling was real. It was hardly a passionate relationship, not from my side anyways. I'm happy that it has now ended for good. What I learned? Never be so attached to anyone, because they'll just drag you like you are just a wet rag in the dirt. 

It has left me more paranoid, scared.. not trusting. We all learn something from the people we encounter. I don't feel like I really want to be in a relationship. Or I feel like I have grown up in that sense as in I don't need a relationship to define "me" or be happy as me. I'm fine on my own.

Yet there is a contradiction, since I did meet someone, but it is another lesson on how you can't have everything that you want I guess. And how you can fall for someone slowly and then all at once. He gives me hope, even if he hates me. A hope that is almost entirely independent from his persona, because he shows me that it is possible to love someone. Love like I never I thought could again. Just like on the first time. I was brave I told him I liked him. That is everything I can do, the rest is what lies in the the stars.. I have learned a lot about love, but I don't think I realize it all. Most importantly of all love walks a mysterious path.

I have definitely changed. I have learned. I have made mistakes, but I'm not ashamed, because it is all a part of the truth of my life, a part of my adventure and a part that has made me who I am today.

[bestvideos2013-13x13videos]

WE ARE BACK with the Best videos of 2013 ,13xx13Videos tomorrow here !

[jairuslittleworld]

jairus' 2nd new year. He experienced to hold a firework. I was scared but he was not. :) welcome 2014 hoping for new memories and kid bonding with my son.